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Jessica's avatar

Full support. I see initiates from this group grandstanding with their Mapacho pipes on Instagram feeds, becoming advice columnists of sorts—much of their “advice” harmful—gaslighting people into thinking that the issues they’re having with toxic spaceholders are simply mirrored reflections of work they need to do on themselves. It leaves no room for feedback or accountability, and those who lead can find themselves in an ivory tower of their own making.

I have so much more to say. Much of the medicine world has become a business with little care for safety. I’m still in my own process as I sort through what I encountered with this lineage, thankful that I left and have started to form my own root system.

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Thank you for bringing these serious issues to light. I write as someone who participated in the course and experienced unsafe conditions over two months; conditions that left many of us traumatised and deeply disappointed in the foundation. The article’s reporting resonates with my experience at the Ayahuasca Foundation.

For many of us, the facilitators were a rare source of safety and support in an environment that nonetheless felt dangerous. While their care was appreciated, it does not absolve the broader organisational failures and the fact that we were consistently put at avoidable risk.

It was not mentioned in the article, but Frank sent several people death threats once he was removed from the course, just days before it ended. Carlos arranged for him to stay in 'La Casona' hotel, and then booked everybody else in at the same $30-a-night hotel, despite knowing that Frank was waiting for us and was clearly capable of harm. I personally booked an alternative hotel at my own expense once I learned that Carlos had refused to move us to a safer space. A decision that he made in the comfort of his own home in the USA.

I’m still processing the trauma I endured, and I know others are too. I'm feeling let down, harmed, and betrayed. I sincerely hope that this ordeal becomes a catalyst for real change: that leadership takes accountability, learns from harm, and prioritises the safety and well‑being of future participants.

This cannot happen again.

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